[ Justy laughs lightly at the protest, taking steady steps towards the bathroom. He almost makes it to the doorway, but he veers at the last moment. A compromise. One hand keeps a solid grip on a lovely thigh while the other cushions the back of Hani's head as he pins them to the wall.
His lips don't return to theirs for long, instead kissing a trail of soft presses and grazes of teeth down their jaw.
Encouraging their legs to wrap around him, he seeks to free that hand too, to push fabric gently aside where he can to let his finger dig gently so pull them forward as he rolls his hips. As his mouth traces what remains of the bite mark. He doesn't have it in him to bite as hard as the other stars in their universe, not unprompted. But he mouths it greedily, nipping at the edges, letting his own teeth ghost over any indents still left by Morgan's. ]
but their mouth is too busy to complain, even when he’s not occupying it. breathless, hitching noises as they rock together, aligned imperfectly for toe curling pleasure.
the friction of their back against the wall holds them up, arms and legs anchored around him. they’re not afraid of falling; they’ve already fallen in the most terrifying and exhilarating way. even without his arms to hold them up, he keeps them secure.
but, really, he’s wearing too much and they’re wearing too much. if they could just slip off these shorts, off this billowy shirt, and keep him between their legs - ]
[ They called him clever, and he meant to make it there. To the shower.
But this is as far as he gets for now, enough time to work at Hani's top blindly as he bites down harder. Harder, and harder until Hani tells him to stop, until he needs to if that's what it takes to divest Hani of fabric. And yet, to draw blood there needs to be encouragement. Because he also eases as he feels the breaking of skin too deeply, licking at the aftermath as if to soothe it.
Usually, Tylor sets Hani's nice and stylish things aside nicely. But now they are left to flit to the ground on their own once he works their top half bare. Today their clothes are treated the same as he does his own clothes, islands scattered about the room. ]
[ hani lets out a cry that cuts off into a hiss at the bite. that’s lovely, if justy could leave his mark there too. brand them forever with teeth marks that overlap where it counts, but distinctly his own - a little bigger, a little more blunt.
that he doesn’t isn’t disappointing. hani thinks if they really wanted it, he would. and if they asked for the world, he would.
what they ask for now as he tosses off their shirt is another kiss. he’s had a bite of them and, they imagine, the taste of mithrun, of morgan that’s steeped into their skin in that specific spot. an indirect kiss between the three of them, passing love from one to another.
breaking the kiss leaves them wanting. hands scrambling at his shoulders, tugging up his shirt. off, off. ]
[ Justy laughs as he pulls back, just enough to finesse his tank top off with one hand. There's no hiding what his loose clothes obscure now, his loose shorts slung low on his hips.
He presses in close as he can, both arms looping Hani again. Chest to chest, Justy's with the muscles of a usually, naturally, active person meeting Hani's slighter frame. Justy knows they're strong too, but genes lent him a stockiness that takes little to maintain. They're strong enough, he figures, to hold on when he tips them back again, this time his palms slide down their back only to grasp them more firmly with a hand on each cheek. Steady fingers curl in support.
It's time to move again. The door is ajar already, Justy nudges it with a foot and falls back to switch on the light. Blinking in the new brightness, his eyes fall half lidded to murmur again Hani's lips--綺麗な a breathe, a kiss --美しい, just right.
Beautiful inside and out, across languages, Justy takes a few steps and squats to rest Hani on the edge of the tub. One hand reaches to start the water running. It's a mindless motion, as his attention remains on Hani --on kissing down their chest with his free hand becoming a steadying, inescapable force; gentle as a caress between their shoulder blades. ]
Edited (shh im at work :cries:) Date: 2023-09-14 02:58 am (UTC)
[ the brightened room does nothing to lighten their heat-heavy eyes, sharp and swirling like a storm, intent on gathering around him. and when they’re sat on the cool enamel: a contrast to his warm, steady hands and the uncoiled fever between their own legs, even through their shorts. hani wants to wiggle out of them but justy’s too close. as close as he should be. not close enough. a tangle of conflicting wants.
his talented mouth distracting them at every turn. 綺麗な is met with うん、君の心は; and 美しい with 愛しくて、嬉しくて、the most important words whispered.
the kisses on their chest leave behind frenetic sparks, creamy skin tinged pink and red. he’s moving south, but is it south enough? how much longer? what they want to touch is too far south for their hands. so one shoe off and then the other, slipping out of them with practiced ease. and there, they press in, the familiar length of him. it has been a while and they need - their hand slips under the band of their shorts, the thin fabric underneath that if he doesn’t stop them, skirting past the tip, down. down.
not exactly what they want, but they’re driven by impatience. ]
[ At the sudden, unexpected pressure right where he is straining against wrinkled fabric, twitching at the attention as Justy breathes a heavy, hot, wet, cry of a sound. It's easy to hear over the rush of water behind them. The flow is cold still, ushering a chill in the air that doesn't reach Justy's mouth as he trails down. He kisses at the sneaky hand as his own slips from faucet to slimmer wrist to peel it away. It too receives kisses before being redirected to Justy's hair. There is no demand, only the whisper of a suggestion as he slowly pulls off those shorts and the thinner fabric beneath them. It isn't so hard to do, with how thin the edge of the tub is.
New skin is greeted with lips he's licked slick with saliva, trailing wetness where he all but nuzzles into the crease of one leg, inhaling and teasing. Even when he moves, savoring every inch of skin his mouth glides over, he avoids more than brushing or the spare ghost of a kiss to the base of the fever between their legs; he can feel it against his cheek, hot as a brand.
But his goal is even farther down, shamelessly. Both of his hands try to keep Hani from slipping when he cups them, cradling a cheek in each palm to cant their hips so he he can swirl his tongue inside, to thrust and probe and play while his own legs spread wider for Hani's foot if they can still reach him. ]
[ gasped out, hani tosses their head back. they blink at the ceiling, dazed, hand clenching and unclenching around tufts of his hair. quickened breathing occasionally punctuated by little noises they can’t hold back, needy echoes off the tiles.
they had thought - eating together, not -
never mind thinking, for the next couple of moments, all their senses are only concentrated on his tongue. they open and flutter with each prod, toes flexing, feet arching against him. fabric slides down their thigh, over the knee, down to their ankle until it’s caught. they press when he presses in, no thought to rhythm. there’s only muscles reacting on the instinct to touch and touch. the wetness between their legs match the stiff wetness under the sole of their foot, which should make them even, but he’s teasing them, they know - he’s cheating -
the last noise is more of a whimper than anything else before it. ]
[ No shame and a big mouth makes this an easy and indulgent task. His rare and greedy mood pushes his tongue as deep as he can, nose nudging sensitive skin as he turns his head this way or that to accommodate the curl and grind of a wet tongue coating Hani from the inside. There's enough spit that it dribbles from his chin when he openly moans right into them at the corresponding pressure of Hani's foot.
His fingers curl too, with stability but also need, want as they keep Hani anchored and they trap them sweetly against the ministrations of his mouth. Digits test the give of soft skin. And the grip gained when they dig oh so slightly to indents that give him leverage to thrust faster, harder.
Every noise he works out of Hani only seems to drive him wilder as the water warms, nearly forgotten. The heat of desire seemingly works its magic as Justy's sounds are eaten up by Hani's fluttering and pulsing as they open for him. ]
[ hani’s foot slips when justy moans into them, one last hard clumsy press before their toes hit the ground. their shorts, their underwear slip completely off in the shape of an indecent halo, another island. they don’t even notice, head foggy and lolling back and to the side, the side opposite the mark, as if even now there’s a need to present it to the glaring room as evidence.
this is my sin and i want more of it. ]
Ju - usty -
[ his name breaks in the middle on a low, helpless moan. they don’t know what they’re asking for, why they’re calling his name. they had wanted clothes off - and here they are, all flushed skin and leaking with -
but it’s not enough? r-right… they’re being opened but the stretch isn’t enough. if they could just welcome more of him, to give everything and accept everything -
what were the words for this again? something that isn’t stuttering, hitching moans punched out by the smooth drag of justy’s tongue; or their toes pressed against the ground, grinding like teeth over skin, like this stimulation is too much and just short; or their fingers lost in dark hair, scrambling for purchase, clenching - ]
[ Justy works at his own pace, as he is wont to do in all things, even with his tongue buried deep to the chorus of Hani's pleas. The way his name draws out on pretty lips that he can't see only encourages him to linger. His fingers pulse, a placating throb of pressure.
Edging was a dangerous skill for someone like Justy to learn, made lethal once perfected on Morgan and far to easy to deploy now. To Make Hani wait. He knows, he must know that this isn't enough. Not when Hani knows the feel of him, and how thick the stretch is when it's been a while.
It's only when he can feel the warmth from the water in the air that he suddenly withdraws his tongue, only to swipe a flat lick up the underside of Hani's length. Even that, he knows, isn't enough when that's all Hani gets before Justy moves again. One arm loops Hani, and somewhere between that and Justy's first step into the shower his shorts form an archipelago with Hani's. Those were all he had separating him from unabashed nakedness, cock jutting out from dark curls with just as little shame.
Bared muscle over a sturdy frame, Justy has never been shy about his unclothed body. Even if he doesn't find it pretty in the least. Not like Hani. The heavy way his gaze drifts Hani's body is appreciative, almost reverent, as he tries to guide them and ease them under the water with him as it washes away the grime of wearing the same clothes for so long. Maybe Hani knows, how abnormal it is in the first place for someone that likes baths and the smell, the feel, of fresh linen as much as Justy does.
He blindly reaches for the gentle soap, the kind made to go just about anywhere safely. But Justy is probably distracted before getting anywhere by the press of his wet lips to Hani's, free hand idly stroking the curve of their ass. The rush of water around them is a heated serenade that Justy is happy to drown in. ]
[ the water is running and hani turns away from it to drink directly from his mouth. in between kisses, they’re filing complaints: they’re still hungry, a nip, and he’s just had his first course. and here they stand with a tall glass of water, freckled with perspiration and a slick familiar taste that they lick off the rim of his mouth - (touching themself to the thought of him some lonely nights, bringing their wet fingers to their mouth after, licking them clean) - as if they could be full from water alone.
he’s finally undressed properly, and they’re as bare and smooth and lovely as they can be, but still waiting to be seated. this last one is signed by their hand, reaching down to grip him - and yet, it’s hani that moans at touch into his mouth. he’s so big in their small hand. thumb pressed against the tip, a mean little scratch at the slit there, before their hand slides down into a pump. starting slow, then insistently speeding up, intent to making him feel as pent up as they feel. want them as much as they want him, right here, right now.
the spreading fever makes the warm water seem too cool, yet their temperature rises. they shift on the balls of their feet. what if they just turned around and offered - it’s not like in that shattered, fragmented world where he can just slip in, and it’s good and easy to fill up. but hani’s wet enough, aren’t they? dripping for him. ]
[ Justy makes his own sounds, lower and more rumbling than usual save for the sweet sigh at the feel of Hani's hand. The more stuttered gasp at the nail. He endures, goose bumps visible as they trek up his arms, peaking his chest. Indulgently, he rolls his hips into Hani's hold on him, stroke for stroke. In turn, almost idly, his own hand squeezes Hani from behind, enjoying the simple feel of them filling his hand best they can. Yet, he still ignores what is hard and leaking right in front of him.
He leans over, shielding the space between them from more water, parting the warm waterfall to nurture a greater heat. His usual slouch is natural, easily bent to an extreme to accomodate Hani's height.
Smelling faintly of Japanese cypress, gentle soap is poured on Hani's hand, dripping over the length of him and down to swirl the drain. He licks at Hani's mouth with a little shudder as it lathers.
He pulls at Hani's free hand, gentle as he laces their fingers together to trap suds and draw them to his chest. It drops then, leaving Hani to do as they please to his sensitized body. Both of his own hands move to grope and spread and tease what is still slick with saliva; thumbing, circling without pushing in just yet. ]
[ (at least one finger.) free hand rubbing soap across his chest, brushing past one dusty nipple. (or two.) it travels down his side, wrapping around the small of his back until hani just leans against him. (or just the tip.)
they love him in a gentle and firm way. it’s one of the things they could do for hours - and maybe next time they should.
maybe they should just ban all clothes in the apartment.
(god, hani wants him to take them.)
it’s not that this doesn’t feel good right now, being with him in this way. hani likes it but justy’s asking them to wait and wait and wait. driven here by worry, then lust, and now an almost sulky desperation making them feel useless for all else. they continue to stroke him, singleminded in their focus (the length of him, they know this, they’ve felt this), fingers and palm sliding easily over soap and slick, twisting their wrist down the base, enveloping all of him at the tip. their mind continues to chant for more (he could just stay in), encouraged or taunted by his moans and the heated ringing in their ears.
(why are they apart?)
they breathe against him, watching their own hand. a lovely, lovely sight down there. the ruddy hilt, then the thick base, fingers running through curly hair, working in the suds. the wet beat of their stroke becomes an obsession, teasing only themself at this point. he could sound something like this if he were to drive into them. and if he went deep, that would be when the music of their hips would change - shorter, blunter, harder wet slaps. relentless.
hani rubs their thighs together, no relief to be found. ]
[ Every movement of their hand plays a new sound, from groans to appreciative sighs as the water flattens his hair, slick and darkened. ]
I love you too.
[ Justy responds as he breaches them, rewards them, with a thumb; thicker and easier to stretch with wide yet shallow circular motions. He pulls gently at their bottom lip between his teeth, water droplets falling from thick lashes above ravenous dark blue as his mouth slides wetly across their jaw.
He's smiling between pants, licking at the shell of their ear before he playfully lays out the rules of this game-- ]
[ hani’s breath catches in their throat at the teasing penetration. breathing then gives way to stifled needy sounds. they try to answer him: ]
’m already - [ the words slurred by distraction as hani pushes back against his hand, trying to work in more of his thumb. their hand slows to a stop. ] - already?
[ … what did he - what are they already doing again?
(one is good, but two is better. want something longer than his thumb.)
their hip rocks with minuscule motions, back and forth. the sound of the stretch is subtle, barely audible over the running water. and subtle - subtle is nice, lovely, but anyone could walk into their apartment and not know the game the two of them are playing. could hear the pop of his thumb dipping out of giving muscle and think nothing of it.
at this point, they want it to unmistakable what is happening here. they start stroking him again, wet and loud, the beat of skin against skin as budding evidence for every glorious act to come. ]
…already… 洗っているよ、一番大切なモノを
[ hand sliding lower and cupping him briefly, an intermission. just soft skin and suds and the heel of their palm pressing in. ]
[ Justy's huff of a word, a laugh, is paired with the sudden stilling of his thumb, pressed deep as the angle allows. His own breathing is shaky, stomach clenching with the effort not to roll his hips faster. His more free hand reaches for Hani's to bring it to his lips. ]
ぼくのすべてを
[ Japanese always makes it simpler to understand when he was feeling this way. ぼく. Not pretty today, but hungry and masculine, all informal comfort with nothing separating these two atoms. He'll kiss the faint taste of soap and his own dick from Hani's palm, before leaning back only enough to let the warm water wash away the soap. To guide Hani's hand over where lathered white like melting lace runs down his chest, stomach, and the jut of heavy heat.
His thumb pulls out, only to be replaced by the abrupt thrust of two fingers, gaze watching the ripples of his attention on Hani's expression. ]
[ a jolt and a gasp that’s just his name, surprised to so suddenly get what they want. hani’s eyes flutters shut as they clench around his fingers, trembling in fits and starts. it feels like… something too good, too pleasurable to the point of discomfort; their hips rocking back and back say they love it, they love it. it’s the way he’s so much bigger than hani physically.
(but he always, always meets them where they are.)
strands of delicate white-blond hair cling and curl to his skin as they press their forehead into his chest, lust-sick. ]
僕のすべてを
[ echoing his words but meaning something else: all of him is all of hani’s. it takes them a moment more to get use to his fingers, then finally, properly run their hands over his body. sides to chest, shoulders and neck, behind and down the landscape of his back. some spots they follow with their lips, closed-mouth kisses when they aren’t moaning wetly against his skin. ]
[ Another sigh, this time of agreement and drawn out into softer sounds by Hani's attention. Good, so good. Justy slips another finger in, plunging deep enough to find his own saliva easing the erratic. Drawing out with a slight curl, he begins a painfully slow rhythm. There's a smile that makes it more to his praise than his face-- ]
いい子。
[ A mirror, of when they were Hani-sama. He keeps them spread open, free hand kneading as much as it is supporting Hani when he backs up. Taking Hani with him, pulling them flush so that only their backside enjoys the flow of warm water. Down and dipping inside, adding warmth and sensation to every slow motion.
Even if Hani's legs were to give out, Justy has them. Steady support, always there for those he loves. Even when it is less obvious. Even when he's joking or flippant or--
But he's not any of those things now. ]
まだ. [ Justy breathes between his own contuinal low noises, but finishes in a lower, firmer tone. ] いかないで。
[ tremors become an insistent full body shiver. this is the kind stretch hani wants, where it’s nearly too many too much, forcing a continuous keening out of them. helplessly flowing out as the water flows in where he keeps them open. if he wants them to be full of him, they will be; if he wants them to be a starving well, they will be. even as they spill through the cracks as he digs deeper and deeper, so that they simply cannot remain full until he wills it.
(and they hope, they know, in brief flickers of clarity that he’ll fill them with love above all else.)
いい子 he says and hani nods, warmed all over by praise and thick fingers. the same pleased flush works up their body to tint their cheeks. they are, they have been. they’re eager to keep being so good for him, if he wants them this needy.
they clench reflexively when he adds his condition. pleasure in their stomach writhes like a restless animal, and outside of it, their dick twitches in response though it’s already leaking, leaning. ]
まだ？
[ mouthed against his skin, ending the second mora with all teeth, hands sliding down again. where haven’t they finished washing him? here? behind, kneading swell and valley, making the skin there slick with suds. ]
[ Justy's wet eyelashes flutter before his eyes close, thickened and sticking to his cheeks at the wandering of Hani's hands. Even blind, he licks to their cheek as his fingers slow. Deep inside them, momentarily frozen and lifting Hani slightly to meet him. So he can find their ear by knowing the plane of their face. ]
上手ですね。
[ He whispers sweetly, delicately, before licking there, swiping over the trickle of hot water and the curve of their ear.
There's no warning before he moves to spin them slow but insistent, pulling them down on to him in one quicker movement; as quick as their ability to take him allows, waiting for the give before pushing more and pulling harder. His free hand reaches for the base of them as they descend. A tight hold, keeping them trapped as he tips them back against him. He takes their weight willingly.
Happily, appreciative, but firm: ] まだ。
Edited (phone to desktop transition lunch to work faceplant) Date: 2023-09-23 06:37 am (UTC)
[ the shock of his tongue on their ear. and then -
finally. finally. ]
あっ、あ………っ
[ it’s so sudden that hani only barely manages to relax enough for the head to pop in, then the rest. large and blunt, the heady pain of something too big not fitting until it does, the friction of skin on skin for the first time. hani can feel the shape of him shift as he nudges inside them, patient and persistent. at parts thicker, at parts longer like an endless push - and he’s still going and going, leaving them panting like he’s pushing the air out of their lungs.
he’s the only one who has touched them this deep, this intimately.
it’s a striking thought.
hani loves it. hani loves him.
and they welcome all of him through brief stretches of tight discomfort, superseded by a satisfaction that’s stomach deep, intense pleasure causing their toes to curl. pushing against the ground, pushing back onto him until their hips are flushed.
they hear ‘not yet’ and they half nod, vague and delirious with pleasure. though their body is already working around him, pulses of muscle keeping him in, pushing him out just a bit and then shifting back for more in little rocks. their hand blindly reaches for his wrist, holding on tight, unconsciously mimicking the feel of him around them.
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Date: 2023-09-14 12:23 am (UTC)His lips don't return to theirs for long, instead kissing a trail of soft presses and grazes of teeth down their jaw.
Encouraging their legs to wrap around him, he seeks to free that hand too, to push fabric gently aside where he can to let his finger dig gently so pull them forward as he rolls his hips. As his mouth traces what remains of the bite mark. He doesn't have it in him to bite as hard as the other stars in their universe, not unprompted. But he mouths it greedily, nipping at the edges, letting his own teeth ghost over any indents still left by Morgan's. ]
you’re still nihongo jouzu in my heart
Date: 2023-09-14 01:03 am (UTC)but their mouth is too busy to complain, even when he’s not occupying it. breathless, hitching noises as they rock together, aligned imperfectly for toe curling pleasure.
the friction of their back against the wall holds them up, arms and legs anchored around him. they’re not afraid of falling; they’ve already fallen in the most terrifying and exhilarating way. even without his arms to hold them up, he keeps them secure.
but, really, he’s wearing too much and they’re wearing too much. if they could just slip off these shorts, off this billowy shirt, and keep him between their legs - ]
Do it harder. Anything -
/しくしく
Date: 2023-09-14 01:38 am (UTC)But this is as far as he gets for now, enough time to work at Hani's top blindly as he bites down harder. Harder, and harder until Hani tells him to stop, until he needs to if that's what it takes to divest Hani of fabric. And yet, to draw blood there needs to be encouragement. Because he also eases as he feels the breaking of skin too deeply, licking at the aftermath as if to soothe it.
Usually, Tylor sets Hani's nice and stylish things aside nicely. But now they are left to flit to the ground on their own once he works their top half bare. Today their clothes are treated the same as he does his own clothes, islands scattered about the room. ]
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Date: 2023-09-14 02:43 am (UTC)[ hani lets out a cry that cuts off into a hiss at the bite. that’s lovely, if justy could leave his mark there too. brand them forever with teeth marks that overlap where it counts, but distinctly his own - a little bigger, a little more blunt.
that he doesn’t isn’t disappointing. hani thinks if they really wanted it, he would. and if they asked for the world, he would.
what they ask for now as he tosses off their shirt is another kiss. he’s had a bite of them and, they imagine, the taste of mithrun, of morgan that’s steeped into their skin in that specific spot. an indirect kiss between the three of them, passing love from one to another.
breaking the kiss leaves them wanting. hands scrambling at his shoulders, tugging up his shirt. off, off. ]
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Date: 2023-09-14 02:55 am (UTC)He presses in close as he can, both arms looping Hani again. Chest to chest, Justy's with the muscles of a usually, naturally, active person meeting Hani's slighter frame. Justy knows they're strong too, but genes lent him a stockiness that takes little to maintain. They're strong enough, he figures, to hold on when he tips them back again, this time his palms slide down their back only to grasp them more firmly with a hand on each cheek. Steady fingers curl in support.
It's time to move again. The door is ajar already, Justy nudges it with a foot and falls back to switch on the light. Blinking in the new brightness, his eyes fall half lidded to murmur again Hani's lips--綺麗な a breathe, a kiss --美しい, just right.
Beautiful inside and out, across languages, Justy takes a few steps and squats to rest Hani on the edge of the tub. One hand reaches to start the water running. It's a mindless motion, as his attention remains on Hani --on kissing down their chest with his free hand becoming a steadying, inescapable force; gentle as a caress between their shoulder blades. ]
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Date: 2023-09-14 04:37 am (UTC)his talented mouth distracting them at every turn. 綺麗な is met with うん、君の心は; and 美しい with 愛しくて、嬉しくて、the most important words whispered.
the kisses on their chest leave behind frenetic sparks, creamy skin tinged pink and red. he’s moving south, but is it south enough? how much longer? what they want to touch is too far south for their hands. so one shoe off and then the other, slipping out of them with practiced ease. and there, they press in, the familiar length of him. it has been a while and they need - their hand slips under the band of their shorts, the thin fabric underneath that if he doesn’t stop them, skirting past the tip, down. down.
not exactly what they want, but they’re driven by impatience. ]
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Date: 2023-09-14 05:24 am (UTC)New skin is greeted with lips he's licked slick with saliva, trailing wetness where he all but nuzzles into the crease of one leg, inhaling and teasing. Even when he moves, savoring every inch of skin his mouth glides over, he avoids more than brushing or the spare ghost of a kiss to the base of the fever between their legs; he can feel it against his cheek, hot as a brand.
But his goal is even farther down, shamelessly. Both of his hands try to keep Hani from slipping when he cups them, cradling a cheek in each palm to cant their hips so he he can swirl his tongue inside, to thrust and probe and play while his own legs spread wider for Hani's foot if they can still reach him. ]
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Date: 2023-09-14 08:18 am (UTC)[ gasped out, hani tosses their head back. they blink at the ceiling, dazed, hand clenching and unclenching around tufts of his hair. quickened breathing occasionally punctuated by little noises they can’t hold back, needy echoes off the tiles.
they had thought - eating together, not -
never mind thinking, for the next couple of moments, all their senses are only concentrated on his tongue. they open and flutter with each prod, toes flexing, feet arching against him. fabric slides down their thigh, over the knee, down to their ankle until it’s caught. they press when he presses in, no thought to rhythm. there’s only muscles reacting on the instinct to touch and touch. the wetness between their legs match the stiff wetness under the sole of their foot, which should make them even, but he’s teasing them, they know - he’s cheating -
the last noise is more of a whimper than anything else before it. ]
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Date: 2023-09-14 01:26 pm (UTC)His fingers curl too, with stability but also need, want as they keep Hani anchored and they trap them sweetly against the ministrations of his mouth. Digits test the give of soft skin. And the grip gained when they dig oh so slightly to indents that give him leverage to thrust faster, harder.
Every noise he works out of Hani only seems to drive him wilder as the water warms, nearly forgotten. The heat of desire seemingly works its magic as Justy's sounds are eaten up by Hani's fluttering and pulsing as they open for him. ]
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Date: 2023-09-14 02:09 pm (UTC)this is my sin and i want more of it. ]
Ju - usty -
[ his name breaks in the middle on a low, helpless moan. they don’t know what they’re asking for, why they’re calling his name. they had wanted clothes off - and here they are, all flushed skin and leaking with -
but it’s not enough? r-right… they’re being opened but the stretch isn’t enough. if they could just welcome more of him, to give everything and accept everything -
what were the words for this again? something that isn’t stuttering, hitching moans punched out by the smooth drag of justy’s tongue; or their toes pressed against the ground, grinding like teeth over skin, like this stimulation is too much and just short; or their fingers lost in dark hair, scrambling for purchase, clenching - ]
Please, please…
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Date: 2023-09-14 02:58 pm (UTC)Edging was a dangerous skill for someone like Justy to learn, made lethal once perfected on Morgan and far to easy to deploy now. To Make Hani wait. He knows, he must know that this isn't enough. Not when Hani knows the feel of him, and how thick the stretch is when it's been a while.
It's only when he can feel the warmth from the water in the air that he suddenly withdraws his tongue, only to swipe a flat lick up the underside of Hani's length. Even that, he knows, isn't enough when that's all Hani gets before Justy moves again. One arm loops Hani, and somewhere between that and Justy's first step into the shower his shorts form an archipelago with Hani's. Those were all he had separating him from unabashed nakedness, cock jutting out from dark curls with just as little shame.
Bared muscle over a sturdy frame, Justy has never been shy about his unclothed body. Even if he doesn't find it pretty in the least. Not like Hani. The heavy way his gaze drifts Hani's body is appreciative, almost reverent, as he tries to guide them and ease them under the water with him as it washes away the grime of wearing the same clothes for so long. Maybe Hani knows, how abnormal it is in the first place for someone that likes baths and the smell, the feel, of fresh linen as much as Justy does.
He blindly reaches for the gentle soap, the kind made to go just about anywhere safely. But Justy is probably distracted before getting anywhere by the press of his wet lips to Hani's, free hand idly stroking the curve of their ass. The rush of water around them is a heated serenade that Justy is happy to drown in. ]
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Date: 2023-09-14 04:51 pm (UTC)he’s finally undressed properly, and they’re as bare and smooth and lovely as they can be, but still waiting to be seated. this last one is signed by their hand, reaching down to grip him - and yet, it’s hani that moans at touch into his mouth. he’s so big in their small hand. thumb pressed against the tip, a mean little scratch at the slit there, before their hand slides down into a pump. starting slow, then insistently speeding up, intent to making him feel as pent up as they feel. want them as much as they want him, right here, right now.
the spreading fever makes the warm water seem too cool, yet their temperature rises. they shift on the balls of their feet. what if they just turned around and offered - it’s not like in that shattered, fragmented world where he can just slip in, and it’s good and easy to fill up. but hani’s wet enough, aren’t they? dripping for him. ]
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Date: 2023-09-14 11:12 pm (UTC)He leans over, shielding the space between them from more water, parting the warm waterfall to nurture a greater heat. His usual slouch is natural, easily bent to an extreme to accomodate Hani's height.
Smelling faintly of Japanese cypress, gentle soap is poured on Hani's hand, dripping over the length of him and down to swirl the drain. He licks at Hani's mouth with a little shudder as it lathers.
He pulls at Hani's free hand, gentle as he laces their fingers together to trap suds and draw them to his chest. It drops then, leaving Hani to do as they please to his sensitized body. Both of his own hands move to grope and spread and tease what is still slick with saliva; thumbing, circling without pushing in just yet. ]
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Date: 2023-09-15 03:20 am (UTC)they love him in a gentle and firm way. it’s one of the things they could do for hours - and maybe next time they should.
maybe they should just ban all clothes in the apartment.
(god, hani wants him to take them.)
it’s not that this doesn’t feel good right now, being with him in this way. hani likes it but justy’s asking them to wait and wait and wait. driven here by worry, then lust, and now an almost sulky desperation making them feel useless for all else. they continue to stroke him, singleminded in their focus (the length of him, they know this, they’ve felt this), fingers and palm sliding easily over soap and slick, twisting their wrist down the base, enveloping all of him at the tip. their mind continues to chant for more (he could just stay in), encouraged or taunted by his moans and the heated ringing in their ears.
(why are they apart?)
they breathe against him, watching their own hand. a lovely, lovely sight down there. the ruddy hilt, then the thick base, fingers running through curly hair, working in the suds. the wet beat of their stroke becomes an obsession, teasing only themself at this point. he could sound something like this if he were to drive into them. and if he went deep, that would be when the music of their hips would change - shorter, blunter, harder wet slaps. relentless.
hani rubs their thighs together, no relief to be found. ]
いとしくてのに………
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Date: 2023-09-15 02:10 pm (UTC)I love you too.
[ Justy responds as he breaches them, rewards them, with a thumb; thicker and easier to stretch with wide yet shallow circular motions. He pulls gently at their bottom lip between his teeth, water droplets falling from thick lashes above ravenous dark blue as his mouth slides wetly across their jaw.
He's smiling between pants, licking at the shell of their ear before he playfully lays out the rules of this game-- ]
いれてほしいの前に, 洗わなければならない。
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Date: 2023-09-16 01:28 am (UTC)’m already - [ the words slurred by distraction as hani pushes back against his hand, trying to work in more of his thumb. their hand slows to a stop. ] - already?
[ … what did he - what are they already doing again?
(one is good, but two is better. want something longer than his thumb.)
their hip rocks with minuscule motions, back and forth. the sound of the stretch is subtle, barely audible over the running water. and subtle - subtle is nice, lovely, but anyone could walk into their apartment and not know the game the two of them are playing. could hear the pop of his thumb dipping out of giving muscle and think nothing of it.
at this point, they want it to unmistakable what is happening here. they start stroking him again, wet and loud, the beat of skin against skin as budding evidence for every glorious act to come. ]
…already… 洗っているよ、一番大切なモノを
[ hand sliding lower and cupping him briefly, an intermission. just soft skin and suds and the heel of their palm pressing in. ]
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Date: 2023-09-16 02:27 pm (UTC)[ Justy's huff of a word, a laugh, is paired with the sudden stilling of his thumb, pressed deep as the angle allows. His own breathing is shaky, stomach clenching with the effort not to roll his hips faster. His more free hand reaches for Hani's to bring it to his lips. ]
ぼくのすべてを
[ Japanese always makes it simpler to understand when he was feeling this way. ぼく. Not pretty today, but hungry and masculine, all informal comfort with nothing separating these two atoms. He'll kiss the faint taste of soap and his own dick from Hani's palm, before leaning back only enough to let the warm water wash away the soap. To guide Hani's hand over where lathered white like melting lace runs down his chest, stomach, and the jut of heavy heat.
His thumb pulls out, only to be replaced by the abrupt thrust of two fingers, gaze watching the ripples of his attention on Hani's expression. ]
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Date: 2023-09-17 12:59 am (UTC)(but he always, always meets them where they are.)
strands of delicate white-blond hair cling and curl to his skin as they press their forehead into his chest, lust-sick. ]
僕のすべてを
[ echoing his words but meaning something else: all of him is all of hani’s. it takes them a moment more to get use to his fingers, then finally, properly run their hands over his body. sides to chest, shoulders and neck, behind and down the landscape of his back. some spots they follow with their lips, closed-mouth kisses when they aren’t moaning wetly against his skin. ]
いい？
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Date: 2023-09-18 12:01 am (UTC)[ Another sigh, this time of agreement and drawn out into softer sounds by Hani's attention. Good, so good. Justy slips another finger in, plunging deep enough to find his own saliva easing the erratic. Drawing out with a slight curl, he begins a painfully slow rhythm. There's a smile that makes it more to his praise than his face-- ]
いい子。
[ A mirror, of when they were Hani-sama. He keeps them spread open, free hand kneading as much as it is supporting Hani when he backs up. Taking Hani with him, pulling them flush so that only their backside enjoys the flow of warm water. Down and dipping inside, adding warmth and sensation to every slow motion.
Even if Hani's legs were to give out, Justy has them. Steady support, always there for those he loves. Even when it is less obvious. Even when he's joking or flippant or--
But he's not any of those things now. ]
まだ. [ Justy breathes between his own contuinal low noises, but finishes in a lower, firmer tone. ] いかないで。
[ What a fun game. ]
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Date: 2023-09-21 03:19 pm (UTC)(and they hope, they know, in brief flickers of clarity that he’ll fill them with love above all else.)
いい子 he says and hani nods, warmed all over by praise and thick fingers. the same pleased flush works up their body to tint their cheeks. they are, they have been. they’re eager to keep being so good for him, if he wants them this needy.
they clench reflexively when he adds his condition. pleasure in their stomach writhes like a restless animal, and outside of it, their dick twitches in response though it’s already leaking, leaning. ]
まだ？
[ mouthed against his skin, ending the second mora with all teeth, hands sliding down again. where haven’t they finished washing him? here? behind, kneading swell and valley, making the skin there slick with suds. ]
い、いつ？
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Date: 2023-09-23 06:28 am (UTC)上手ですね。
[ He whispers sweetly, delicately, before licking there, swiping over the trickle of hot water and the curve of their ear.
There's no warning before he moves to spin them slow but insistent, pulling them down on to him in one quicker movement; as quick as their ability to take him allows, waiting for the give before pushing more and pulling harder. His free hand reaches for the base of them as they descend. A tight hold, keeping them trapped as he tips them back against him. He takes their weight willingly.
Happily, appreciative, but firm: ] まだ。
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Date: 2023-09-23 03:58 pm (UTC)finally. finally. ]
あっ、あ………っ
[ it’s so sudden that hani only barely manages to relax enough for the head to pop in, then the rest. large and blunt, the heady pain of something too big not fitting until it does, the friction of skin on skin for the first time. hani can feel the shape of him shift as he nudges inside them, patient and persistent. at parts thicker, at parts longer like an endless push - and he’s still going and going, leaving them panting like he’s pushing the air out of their lungs.
he’s the only one who has touched them this deep, this intimately.
it’s a striking thought.
hani loves it. hani loves him.
and they welcome all of him through brief stretches of tight discomfort, superseded by a satisfaction that’s stomach deep, intense pleasure causing their toes to curl. pushing against the ground, pushing back onto him until their hips are flushed.
they hear ‘not yet’ and they half nod, vague and delirious with pleasure. though their body is already working around him, pulses of muscle keeping him in, pushing him out just a bit and then shifting back for more in little rocks. their hand blindly reaches for his wrist, holding on tight, unconsciously mimicking the feel of him around them.
stay here. stay this close. ]