[ Tylor's eyes still don't leave their third star, the one to look for to be guided home. A molecule, a universe, restored. Reality rushes to greet him, the welcome tug of gravity and longing. His expression softens as Hani's grief, relief stains the back of his coat.
He had been so confident that Morgan was okay, his gut triumphant. But every day that passed in his absence was a greater ache than the last, a compounding and familiar feeling, ready to bury him. Loss was a harsher and darker beast than simply being ignored. Unfair to thr progress they'd all made in communicating with one another.
It's these moments that smooth the wrinkles most, that allow each star to shine brightly, twinkling with succor and longing to be one. And Tylor feels hope tangled up in his own relief.
Caught up easily in the present, it's easy to forget the little things that had reminded him of Morgan. In game and out, alcohol, distraction, and unbridled optimism can only placate the crater of loss so many times before it etched a permanent design on his heart. A Morgan shaped piece of him, cut and ripped out with increasingly jagged edges.
It's effortless to fall back into orbit with their missing star. The hot and outsized atom, hungry and molten and clueless about the field of gravity he creates in his only want beyond revenge to understand more.
This feeling, warm and blooming, is a willing sacrifice to the monster called grief, lying in wait to consume Tylor wholly when he finds himself alone again. For now, it is pinned to the depths by the love held in his hands. Darkness pushed back by presence, the wholeness of three, Tylor feels it when Hani kisses at Morgan's hands. But he doesn't dare tear his glossy eyes away.
A sweet sigh escapes him at Morgan's words. Tylor moves closer, drawn up by the single knee on Morgan's bed and the pull of his proper place in orbit. The shift to slip in beside Morgan is languid and slow, in the careful way reserved for important and fragile things. His arm falls over him, protective around his waist as he pulls Morgan close to press chaste lips to his temple.
He keeps his answers simple, slow, and full of love so thick it drips from his words like honeyed balm so the meaning is simple, even if one doesn't understand the words. ]
Don't worry. We're here, M&M. Morgan. Always.
[ His kisses travel between hushed words; a light brush of lips to lips and then to his closed eye, his hair, reveling in the fact that this is real. There is no heat to it, in this pure celebration of life and renewed bonds. ]
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Date: 2023-09-13 12:39 am (UTC)He had been so confident that Morgan was okay, his gut triumphant. But every day that passed in his absence was a greater ache than the last, a compounding and familiar feeling, ready to bury him. Loss was a harsher and darker beast than simply being ignored. Unfair to thr progress they'd all made in communicating with one another.
It's these moments that smooth the wrinkles most, that allow each star to shine brightly, twinkling with succor and longing to be one. And Tylor feels hope tangled up in his own relief.
Caught up easily in the present, it's easy to forget the little things that had reminded him of Morgan. In game and out, alcohol, distraction, and unbridled optimism can only placate the crater of loss so many times before it etched a permanent design on his heart. A Morgan shaped piece of him, cut and ripped out with increasingly jagged edges.
It's effortless to fall back into orbit with their missing star. The hot and outsized atom, hungry and molten and clueless about the field of gravity he creates in his only want beyond revenge to understand more.
This feeling, warm and blooming, is a willing sacrifice to the monster called grief, lying in wait to consume Tylor wholly when he finds himself alone again. For now, it is pinned to the depths by the love held in his hands. Darkness pushed back by presence, the wholeness of three, Tylor feels it when Hani kisses at Morgan's hands. But he doesn't dare tear his glossy eyes away.
A sweet sigh escapes him at Morgan's words. Tylor moves closer, drawn up by the single knee on Morgan's bed and the pull of his proper place in orbit. The shift to slip in beside Morgan is languid and slow, in the careful way reserved for important and fragile things. His arm falls over him, protective around his waist as he pulls Morgan close to press chaste lips to his temple.
He keeps his answers simple, slow, and full of love so thick it drips from his words like honeyed balm so the meaning is simple, even if one doesn't understand the words. ]
Don't worry. We're here, M&M. Morgan. Always.
[ His kisses travel between hushed words; a light brush of lips to lips and then to his closed eye, his hair, reveling in the fact that this is real. There is no heat to it, in this pure celebration of life and renewed bonds. ]
We love you.